Unkahe lavz aur waqt ki Doori

Bohat dino baad aaj apne subah walk partner se mili,
wohi black&white dog, hairan reh gai
Na jane aisa kaunsa rishta hain inse, ki na milun tab bhi mujhe hamesha yaad rakhte hain
Jhatt se pehchan lete hain

Yunhi, subah ek kinare mein khadi thi aur us aur dekh rahi thi, jaise mano, meri nazren bhi use hi dhoond rahi hon,jaise uski mujhe
Na jane kahan se uski nazar mujh par padi aur door se hi bhaagta hua mere kareeb aa gaye
Apne par kabu nahin raha aur use gale laga liya

isse mile bohat time ho gaya, Pearly ke jaane ke baad, kafi kuch badal gaya
Apna rasta badal diya, jisse na inhe dekhun aur na hi purani yaadein taaza ho
Par Aaj kuch khaas tha, na chahte hue bhi mere kadam us aur chal diye aur mil gai apne purane humrahi ko

Kyun aisa hota hain ki hum apne aap se hi bhaagna shuru kar dete hain
Chand yaadon ko bhulane ke liye, aapne aap ko hi kahin kho dete hain
Ab har rooz main usi raste se jaati hun
Woh mere saath hi rehta hain jab tak main apne ghar tak nahin aa jati
Kaisa pyar hain yeh, jo na to kuch maangta hain aur na hi koi shikwa karta hain
Unconditional, true, no expectations and forever love...........................

Uske saath baith kar kuch lamhe hum purane dino ke yaad karte hain
Pearly tum to zikr mein zaroor hote ho, tumhare bina main kuch bhi nahin

Ae Khuda, kuch aisa kar, jisse is duniya mein Mohabbat hamesha Napaak rahen
Mohabbat karne wale hamesha amar ho jayen, unki yaadein dar pa dar mehakti jaye
Pure hosh mein kaynat ko apne bus mein kar bus yuhin pyar badta aur mehakta jaye

pehla sparsh itne dino baad, mano ek laher se dood gai pure jism mein
Mano jaise pearly, another black& white dog whom i lost, mere aas paas hi aa gaye ho
kuch khamoshi thi fiza mein, kuch ajeeb sa ehsaas.

kyun hum bichadte hain apno se, kyun hum akele reh jaate hain insaan ki bheed mein...
kyun?????

Lamhe

Kahan se Le aayen woh khushboo bhare Lamhe, jab sirf Tum hi paas the
Aaj to sama kuch aisa hain ki tanhai bhi mehekti hain, aur kehti hai, Phoolon mein khusbhoo kisne Di?

Saamne tum raho to zikr mohabbat ka hota hain
Jo tum na paas ho to tanhai ko hi gale laga lun

Aao ab to paas aur kehdo humse ki sirf tum hi ho meri Jaan
Na aaoge abhi to khoo doge humein hamesha ke liye

Tammanaye machalti hain tumhe gale lagene ko, 
Jism mein ab bhi khushboo hain hamari akhri mulaquat ki

Sab kuch to hai kya dhoondti Rahti hain nigaahein

Jo beet gaya hai vo Guzar kyoon nahi jaata

Pathhar si bann gai hun tumhare jaane se,Main mom ki koi gudiya nahin

Maine koi gujra hua manzar nahi chooda, Jis din se tum gaye ho maine hamesha hi tumhe khooja hain

Aaj bhi manzar wahin hain jahan se kabhi hum saath chale the
Duniya kya jaane ki kisiko khone ka alam kya hota hain
Aansu thamte nahin bus ankhen thak gai hain tumhe khoojte hue

Aao , ab to chale aao, tum kab aaoge..........

Kehte Sunte Lamhe

Kuch Lamha aisa bhi jo khamoshi mein bhi kuch suna Jata hain
Kuch Lamha aisa bhi jo kisi ke paas hone ka ehsaas de jata hain

Aaj Shaam se kisi ka intezar tha, aur jane kahan unka khayal tha
Shaam ki chaun kuch aise thi jo lamhe khud-b-jhud hi guzar gaye
Woh aaye bhi nahin aur humne unse mulaqat bhi karli

Intezar aisa hain jo kaate nahin katta, aur ghumar aisa hain jo jaate nahin banta
Is dauran kuch aisi baatein ban jaati hain jo dil ko ajeeb si khushi de jaati hain

Har shaam unka intezar rehta hain, Har baat par unki ajeeb se muskurahat hain
Na jaane phir bhi kyun aisa lagta hain, ki woh wahan hain aur hum yahan

Dooriyon ka ehsaas khatm hua hain ab, kareeb aane ka waqt banta nazar aa raha hain
Na jaane kab unse mulaqat hogi, nazren bechaaye hum rah par jo baithe hain........

Unforgettable Moments of 16yrs

Such to yeh hain ki Zindagi ne yeh ehsaas dila hi diya aaj humein

Jab tum the to sab tha , aaj tum nahin to kuch bhi nahin

Kuch Bhi Nahin......

Those 16 yrs of our life was so beautiful that now when you left me all alone

Life seems to be at a standstill and not moving anywhere

Tried and i tried my best, unable to find any road in this darkness around

You were there and been there all when i needed you the most and the least

Now when i need you badly, all i have is our unforgettable moments of love and support

I need you and i Need you the most

come back, come back if you can

Trust me if that is going to happen, i will never ever ask for anything more

never and ever......

Zindagi ke falsafe jo humne bayaan kar diye

to mano ek andhera sa chaa gaya aas paas

Tum jo nahin to koi nahin apne paas

Aisa kya kho diya maine jo chah kar bhi mera nahin ban saka kabhi

I learnt it hard way so i understand the pain of losing

I owe you all those years that we have been together

Now and forever

When you reached, no one else can ever reach

the togetherness and the bonding we shared, it will never be shared with anyone else

my dedication and all my love is for you and will always remain.

love you loads and love you as always.........

Aaj Phir Tum yaad aaye... Aise aaye jaise.....

Kahan ho tum jahan hum nahin aa sakte
dil yahan hain par dhadkan na jaane kahan kho gaii
Saansen hain mujh mein par lagta hain jaise main zinda nahin

Khuda to hain aas paas, par woh dikhta nahin
Tum bhi ho aas paas, par kyun nahin mehsoos hote mujhe
Aaj bhi utni hi akeli hun jitni aaj se 2 saal pehle thi

aansun hain jo rukte nahin aur dil hain jo tumhe yaad na karne se maanta nahin
thakti nahin hun main tumhe yaad karke
beinteha mohabbat hain tumse
aur tum ho jo paas nahin
kahin nahin.........

Dil ki yaadein hain jo behne se jaati nahin
Gum abhi soya hain , par use jagaye kaun
Jahan ankahi batein tum sun lete the
aaj woh jo apne hain, kya woh such mein mere apne hain
Dil ko sukoon ki talash hain
ek aise kandhe ki zarurat hain, jispar main apna sir rakh thodi deir araam kar sakun

Kaun sunta hain kisi ki, aur kahan main kisi ko aazmaun
jab main khud jaanti hun, ki saya bhi dhokha de jaata hain
Ab kuch sukun hain to sochti hun ki kuch pal bhool jaun
par tum yeh batao ki main tumhe kaise bhoolun
kaise bhoolun woh pal jo maine tumhare saath ek bitaye hain
kaise bhoolun woh yaadein jo humne ek saath jiii hain

aaj phir dil kuch udaas hain aur tumhari yaad hain apne aas paas
Dekhna yeh hain ki kya tumhare siwaye mujhe aur koi yaad aata hain
Tum ho yahan par dikhte kyun nahin
Tum ho aas paas, par ehsaas kyun nahin

kyun nahin......
kyun nahin......

Duriyon ka Ehsas....

aaj bhi jab tanha hain to kya soche kya paaya kya khoya hain

Jab tum saath the to sari duniya khushnamah thi.....
ab tum nahin to kuch bhi nahin hain saath , ajeeb sa akelapan

aaj aasman apne daman mein piroye hain kitne moti
baadal hain jo apni hi dhunn mein khoye hain
kaash hum bhi kho paate kisike daaman mein apne aansun chupaye

mausam ki rutt hain deewana karna aur apne mein hi kho jana
apni marzi se kahan koi apne ko barbaad karwata hain
sari kaaynat hain jiske bus mein, woh kahan kabhi akela hota hain

hum bhi yun hi chalte rahe sochte rahe ki kabhi to aah ko bhi ruksat kar payenge
Kya pata tha humein ki apni to manzil bhi kisi ke intezar mein gum hain
Jab saath chalne wala hi aaj humse khafa ho kar baitha hain
to kya is kismat ko dosh den jab hum khud hi apna ghar jalaye baithe hain

Mausam ka andaz hain kisi ke saath kuch khaas lamhe guzaarne ka
aaj phir se baithenge hum apne haath mein dhuen ka kash liye hue........

In the Loving Rememberence of my sweet little life- Pearly

When you were here with me. you were the only wealth i ever owned
Since you're not there, all the wealth has gone.....

However the precious thing which you did leave with me, are all the special moments
We spent together and All the time that we had been with each Other...

Now, when i sit alone, i feel your absense around me all the time
I do cry, and ask few questions to God
But when i cherish those unforgettable moments spent with you
All my questions get answered itself

For you, this is what i learnt since you left me:
You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have really lived are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love.

All these 15+ yrs, never ever felt anyone's absense around me
Since the strong bond of urs, were always around me
In your Absense, Even when my Love is not around me
I feel so damn lonely, that cant be expressed in words

Occasionally in life there are those moments of unutterable fulfillment which cannot be completely explained by those symbols called words.
Their meanings can only be articulated by the inaudible language of the heart.


I do feel so damn lucky and Contended that God gave me those last few days that i spent with you Day in and day out
Those last few hours when you were with me
Completely in my arms, Lost in each one's eyes
Rhythm of holy music and our own conversation

I think, think and feel, i can still try and survive with the help of all that time, that we have been together
All the conversations we had in these last 15+ yrs , All the Touch that we felt

But Pearly, its high time now, and i do need to feel your touch
I want to take in my arms for now and forever
May God bless your soul with loads of love, care and Peace

May be where ever you're, they need you more than i do
My love for you will grow further and strong
May our unseen divine relation last forever

God Bless YouYou're always there in my thoughts, Heart and surroundings