In the Loving Rememberence of my sweet little life- Pearly

When you were here with me. you were the only wealth i ever owned

Since you're not there, all the wealth has gone.....

However the precious thing which you did leave with me, are all the special moments

We spent together and All the time that we had been with each Other...

Now, when i sit alone, i feel your absense around me all the time

I do cry, and ask few questions to God

But when i cherish those unforgettable moments spent with you

All my questions get answered itself

For you, this is what i learnt since you left me:
You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have really lived are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love.

All these 15+ yrs, never ever felt anyone's absense around me

Since the strong bond of urs, were always around me

In your Absense, Even when my Love is not around me

I feel so damn lonely, that cant be expressed in words

Occasionally in life there are those moments of unutterable fulfillment which cannot be completely explained by those symbols called words.

Their meanings can only be articulated by the inaudible language of the heart.

I do feel so damn lucky and Contended that God gave me those last few days that i spent with you Day in and day out

Those last few hours when you were with me

Completely in my arms, Lost in each one's eyes

Rhythm of holy music and our own conversation

I think, think and feel, i can still try and survive with the help of all that time, that we have been together

All the conversations we had in these last 15+ yrs , All the Touch that we felt

But Pearly, its high time now, and i do need to feel your touch

I want to take in my arms for now and forever

May God bless your soul with loads of love, care and Peace

May be where ever you're, they need you more than i do

My love for you will grow further and strong

May our unseen divine relation last forever

God Bless YouYou're always there in my thoughts, Heart and surroundings

Intezar jo meetha bhi hain aur dard bhi deta hain

Aaj ka ehsaas sirf itna ki intezar karna kabhi achha hain aur kabhi dukh dai bhi
Unka intezar hain is umeed se kabhi to mud kar dekhenge ki hum bhi rahon par palke bichaye baithe hain
Par ehsaas yeh bhi hain ki aakhir yeh intezaar kab khatm hoga aur humein unka deedar hoga
Woh ehsaas jo sirf gale lag kar hi mil paye, woh pal kab aayge

Insaan to phir wahin hain, jahan kehta hain dil mein chah ho to raaste khud-b-khud aa jate hain
Phir yeh umeed kyun, ki jo chahe woh humein zaroor mile

Mohabbat insaan ko kitna badal deti hain, use dena bhi sikhati hain aur sehna bhi
Kabhi kisi ki ulfat ko, to kabhi kisi ki intezar karwati hain
Kabhi yeh sochne par mahboor kar deti hain, ki woh akela nahin
Aur kabhi aise ki shayad haan woh ab bhi tanha hain

Suchi chahat khud ba khud raaste badal deti hain, soch badal deti hain
Chehre par ajab si chamak bhi le aati hain aur kisi ke intezar ki jhalak bhi
Ankhen aansun to chalkati hain, par kabhi milne ke to kabhi judaai ke
Aaj bhi unhe maloom hain ki intezar hain
Par dil ko yeh maloom nahin ki intezar kab khatm hoga

Har bar ka ehsaas ki woh hain yahin kahin hain
Phir bhi Dil kyun nahin maanta aur ro deta hain unki judai mein
Gar khuda se jo saamna ho, to puchungi zaroor ki dil ka dastoor badal kyun nahin dete
Use bhi to batado, ki jo behta hain zaruri nahin aansun hi ho,
Pyar ka dariya bhi ho sakta hain, unhe bhi to pata chale ki hum bhi bekraar hain unhe dekhne ko

Dil ki zubaan jo ankhon se bayan ho jaye
To mohabaat ki zubaan ki kya zarurat hain
Unhe jo ehsaas karane ki koshish hain
Dil hi puri karde ankhon se, apni zubaan kis kaam ki.
Dil se pyar hain, Rooh intezar mein, aapke liye............................

Different Outlook, so true

We think if we love someone, we should just set them free and give them their own space

Well, it's true in its own sense, however there is something that we really have to think about.

When two people decide to become one by commiting to each other, personal space is required but at the same time , the other person should have a feeling that its not only u or me. After teh commitment, it becomes "US"

So whatever two does, it implicates US and not an individual aspect.

Do you really think that if you love someone and that someone, for some reason, feels detached or slipping out of the relationship, you should just set them free and let them be and actually slip out? No. I don’t think so. What if that someone feel that this person just doesn’t care whether I’m there or not… I think one should make an effort, never let them go, hold them, trust them, love them, and cherish them. You can’t just ‘let it be’ if you see the love fading out, provided you really are in love… you must work on it!

There are so many times in any relationship when you feel everything is just falling apart… imagine if no one makes an effort at that point and just keep singing this stupid quote in their minds, it will actually fall apart. I mean how would the person know what he/she means?
i don’t say that if you love someone, keep them in a cage…you can’t. But don’t just take it for granted that they will come back to you in any case…in teh times of adversity, you need to tell them that they are needed back…. only if you LOVE someone!

Hold them in such a way that they should feel preoccupied and at the same time Secure and contended. That's all about the commitment and True Love Passion.

Cheers!!!!!!

Main aur Ek Tanhai

I am feeling isolated. I want to be isolated from other.

I am not in mood to talk to anyone, even I don’t want see anyone.

I just want to sit in my dark room and be gloomy.

I want to give deep thought about the prank life is playing with me.

I simply unable to think anything. I am trying to dissect the reason of sadness.

I just want to be myself. I wonder about the way of life.

I was at height of happiness in the morning and now I am sitting in the valley of the sorrow.

What bothers me? I am asking to myself and I want answer.

Where the things go wrong? I seem to have everything and, then nothing appeals me.

I cannot concentrate on my work, neither books give me any relief.

I don’t want anyone near me. I am just looking up to find the answer.

I know this phase soon will pass, but it will come again someday.

In my little life I have been fighting with my inner self fiercely.

In every battle I felt doomed but the experience has taught me that everything passes on.

Time is the best medicine for everything.

I can handle the pressure from outside, when the force is known and can be seen.

But many a times it is hard to find the point of the pain.

After riding in the roller coaster I understand one thing. It is in the mind.

Whether you are in the woods or in the crowds.

Even being in the woods you cannot be alone, your memories, your feelings chase you, you are not alone, you long for something, someone, you are struck somewhere in the crowd in spite of being in the woods.
But if you are silent in mind, peaceful then you between the crowds and still you are alone, nothing can affect you.

So if you are happy it is because of you and if you are sad then also because of you only, nobody is against or in favor of you.

It is always state of mind; you are in hell or heaven as decided by you.

Ehsaas jo ajab hain dar p dar

I am not worried about anything. I am not worried about anyone. I am not responsible for anything. I am not responsible to anyone. I am concerned with myself. I am free to choose my destiny. I am free to use my discretion. I am not doing anything against my will. I am careful about myself. I am caring myself. I am alone. I was alone. I will be alone. Nothing, no one comes together goes together.

Tum Hamare Nahi To Kya Gham Hai

Hum Tumhare To Hai Yeh Kya Kam Hai

Tum Hamare Nahi To Kya Gham Hai

Hum Tumhare To Hai Yeh Kya Kam Hai
Muskura Do Zara Khuda Ke Liye

Sham-e-mhafil Mein Roshni Kam Haai

Tum Hamare Nahi To Kya Gham Hai

Hum Tumhare To Hai Yeh Kya Kam Hai
Ban Gaya Hai Yeh Zindagi Aab To

Tuz Se Badkar Hume Tera Gam Hai

Tum Hamare Nahi To Kya Gham Hai

Hum Tumhare To Hai Yeh Kya Kam Hai

I am feeling isolated. I want to be isolated from other. I am not in mood to talk to anyone, even I don’t want see anyone. I just want to sit in my dark room and be gloomy. I want to give deep thought about the prank life is playing with me. I simply unable to think anything. I am trying to dissect the reason of sadness. I just want to be myself. I wonder about the way of life. I was at height of happiness in the morning and now I am sitting in the valley of the sorrow. What bothers me? I am asking to myself and I want answer. Where the things go wrong? I seem to have everything and, then nothing appeals me. I cannot concentrate on my work, neither books give me any relief. I don’t want anyone near me. I am just looking up to find the answer. I know this phase soon will pass, but it will come again someday. In my little life I have been fighting with my inner self fiercely. In every battle I felt doomed but the experience has taught me that everything passes on. Time is the best medicine for everything. I can handle the pressure from outside, when the force is known and can be seen. But many a times it is hard to find the point of the pain.After riding in the roller coaster I understand one thing. It is in the mind. Whether you are in the woods or in the crowds. Even being in the woods you cannot be alone, your memories, your feelings chase you, you are not alone, you long for something, someone, you are struck somewhere in the crowd in spite of being in the woods.But if you are silent in mind, peaceful then you between the crowds and still you are alone, nothing can affect you.So if you are happy it is because of you and if you are sad then also because of you only, nobody is against or in favor of you. It is always state of mind; you are in hell or heaven as decided by you.

Tere baare mein jab socha nahin thaa,

main tanha thaa magar itna nahin thaa

Teri tasveer se karta thaa baatein,

mere kamre mein aayina nahin thaa.

Samandar ne mujhe pyaasa hi rakha,

main jab sahera mein thaa pyaasa nahin thaa.

Manaane ruthne ke khel mein hum,

bichhad jaayenge ye socha nahin thaa.

Suna hai band kar li aankhein usne,

kai raaton se wo soya nahin thaa

Bus Aisa hain yeh Ehsaas jo insaan ke zehen se chahe nahin jata

aur reh jate kuch unkahe unsune sawaal...............................

Kya Gazab hain Jagjit Ji Aapka

1.Hothhon se chhu lo tum meraa geet amar kar do,ban jaao meet mere, meri preet amar kar do.
[touch my song with your lips, make it immortal,be my beloved, make my love immortal]

2.Na umr kee seemaa ho, naa janmon kaa ho bandhanjab pyaar kare koi to dekhe kewal maan,nayee reet chalaakar tum ye reet amar kar do
[No restriction of age, not the bond of lives,when someone love should see only the soul,by carving new trend, make the trend immortal]

3.Aakaash kaa sunapan mere tanaha man me,paayal zanakaatee tum aa jaao jeewan mesaanse dekar apani sangeet amar kar do.sangeet amar kar do mera geet amar kar do.
[Loneliness of the sky is in my lone heart,with rattleing paayal enter into my life,by giving own breaths make the music immortalmake the music immortal, make my song immortal]

4.Jag ne chhinaa muz se, muze jo bhee lagaa pyaaraasab jeetaa kiye muz se, main har pal hee haaraatum haar ke dil apanaa, meree jeet amar kar do
[World snatched from me, whatever was beloved to me,all won from me, I lost at every moment,by losing your heart you make my victory immortal]

Can never have enough of this ghazal. I have been listeing it for years and listened it hundreds of time (yes! sometime in winamp this track is repeated for several times, just now I am listening it 5th time in row). Indivar has really put his heart in the lyric. You just feel that this is something you want to say some one very special and it cannot be put in better ways. This song displays immense quality of love and effection. To not moved by this ghazal you need a heart of stone.
This is the first hit ghazal of Jagjit Singh sung in Hindi Movie.

Kabhi Aisa bhi ho

Haan socha tha maine, kya kabhi aisa bhi hoga
Ki main sochun aur tumhe khabar ho jaye.


Haan socha tha maine, kya kabhi aisa bhi hoga
Ki main tumhe chahun aur tumhari chahat mujhe mil jaye

Socha to tha, jab haqeeqat ke aaine mein nazar aaya to dil ka bhram toot gaya
Haan socha to tha, par kya jo sochun woh mil jaye, yeh zaruri to nahin

Bus is dil ko samjhana thoda mushkil hain
Par haan aaj bhi kehna yahi chahungi, ki humein aapse mohabbat hain, beintaha aur suchhi mohabbat.

Jo na to jhudlai ja sakti hain aur na hi khatm.
Yeh to aisa ehsaas hain jo na jiye jaye aur na hi mara jaye.
Yahi hain hamara Tassavur aur hamari chahat ka asliyat.......