Sunday, June 20, 2010

Main aur Ek Tanhai

I am feeling isolated. I want to be isolated from other.

I am not in mood to talk to anyone, even I don’t want see anyone.

I just want to sit in my dark room and be gloomy.

I want to give deep thought about the prank life is playing with me.

I simply unable to think anything. I am trying to dissect the reason of sadness.

I just want to be myself. I wonder about the way of life.

I was at height of happiness in the morning and now I am sitting in the valley of the sorrow.

What bothers me? I am asking to myself and I want answer.

Where the things go wrong? I seem to have everything and, then nothing appeals me.

I cannot concentrate on my work, neither books give me any relief.

I don’t want anyone near me. I am just looking up to find the answer.

I know this phase soon will pass, but it will come again someday.

In my little life I have been fighting with my inner self fiercely.

In every battle I felt doomed but the experience has taught me that everything passes on.

Time is the best medicine for everything.

I can handle the pressure from outside, when the force is known and can be seen.

But many a times it is hard to find the point of the pain.

After riding in the roller coaster I understand one thing. It is in the mind.

Whether you are in the woods or in the crowds.

Even being in the woods you cannot be alone, your memories, your feelings chase you, you are not alone, you long for something, someone, you are struck somewhere in the crowd in spite of being in the woods.
But if you are silent in mind, peaceful then you between the crowds and still you are alone, nothing can affect you.

So if you are happy it is because of you and if you are sad then also because of you only, nobody is against or in favor of you.

It is always state of mind; you are in hell or heaven as decided by you.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Ehsaas jo ajab hain dar p dar

I am not worried about anything. I am not worried about anyone. I am not responsible for anything. I am not responsible to anyone. I am concerned with myself. I am free to choose my destiny. I am free to use my discretion. I am not doing anything against my will. I am careful about myself. I am caring myself. I am alone. I was alone. I will be alone. Nothing, no one comes together goes together.

Tum Hamare Nahi To Kya Gham Hai

Hum Tumhare To Hai Yeh Kya Kam Hai

Tum Hamare Nahi To Kya Gham Hai

Hum Tumhare To Hai Yeh Kya Kam Hai
Muskura Do Zara Khuda Ke Liye

Sham-e-mhafil Mein Roshni Kam Haai

Tum Hamare Nahi To Kya Gham Hai

Hum Tumhare To Hai Yeh Kya Kam Hai
Ban Gaya Hai Yeh Zindagi Aab To

Tuz Se Badkar Hume Tera Gam Hai

Tum Hamare Nahi To Kya Gham Hai

Hum Tumhare To Hai Yeh Kya Kam Hai


I am feeling isolated. I want to be isolated from other. I am not in mood to talk to anyone, even I don’t want see anyone. I just want to sit in my dark room and be gloomy. I want to give deep thought about the prank life is playing with me. I simply unable to think anything. I am trying to dissect the reason of sadness. I just want to be myself. I wonder about the way of life. I was at height of happiness in the morning and now I am sitting in the valley of the sorrow. What bothers me? I am asking to myself and I want answer. Where the things go wrong? I seem to have everything and, then nothing appeals me. I cannot concentrate on my work, neither books give me any relief. I don’t want anyone near me. I am just looking up to find the answer. I know this phase soon will pass, but it will come again someday. In my little life I have been fighting with my inner self fiercely. In every battle I felt doomed but the experience has taught me that everything passes on. Time is the best medicine for everything. I can handle the pressure from outside, when the force is known and can be seen. But many a times it is hard to find the point of the pain.After riding in the roller coaster I understand one thing. It is in the mind. Whether you are in the woods or in the crowds. Even being in the woods you cannot be alone, your memories, your feelings chase you, you are not alone, you long for something, someone, you are struck somewhere in the crowd in spite of being in the woods.But if you are silent in mind, peaceful then you between the crowds and still you are alone, nothing can affect you.So if you are happy it is because of you and if you are sad then also because of you only, nobody is against or in favor of you. It is always state of mind; you are in hell or heaven as decided by you.

Tere baare mein jab socha nahin thaa,

main tanha thaa magar itna nahin thaa

Teri tasveer se karta thaa baatein,

mere kamre mein aayina nahin thaa.

Samandar ne mujhe pyaasa hi rakha,

main jab sahera mein thaa pyaasa nahin thaa.

Manaane ruthne ke khel mein hum,

bichhad jaayenge ye socha nahin thaa.

Suna hai band kar li aankhein usne,

kai raaton se wo soya nahin thaa

Bus Aisa hain yeh Ehsaas jo insaan ke zehen se chahe nahin jata

aur reh jate kuch unkahe unsune sawaal...............................

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Kya Gazab hain Jagjit Ji Aapka

1.Hothhon se chhu lo tum meraa geet amar kar do,ban jaao meet mere, meri preet amar kar do.
[touch my song with your lips, make it immortal,be my beloved, make my love immortal]

2.Na umr kee seemaa ho, naa janmon kaa ho bandhanjab pyaar kare koi to dekhe kewal maan,nayee reet chalaakar tum ye reet amar kar do
[No restriction of age, not the bond of lives,when someone love should see only the soul,by carving new trend, make the trend immortal]

3.Aakaash kaa sunapan mere tanaha man me,paayal zanakaatee tum aa jaao jeewan mesaanse dekar apani sangeet amar kar do.sangeet amar kar do mera geet amar kar do.
[Loneliness of the sky is in my lone heart,with rattleing paayal enter into my life,by giving own breaths make the music immortalmake the music immortal, make my song immortal]

4.Jag ne chhinaa muz se, muze jo bhee lagaa pyaaraasab jeetaa kiye muz se, main har pal hee haaraatum haar ke dil apanaa, meree jeet amar kar do
[World snatched from me, whatever was beloved to me,all won from me, I lost at every moment,by losing your heart you make my victory immortal]

Can never have enough of this ghazal. I have been listeing it for years and listened it hundreds of time (yes! sometime in winamp this track is repeated for several times, just now I am listening it 5th time in row). Indivar has really put his heart in the lyric. You just feel that this is something you want to say some one very special and it cannot be put in better ways. This song displays immense quality of love and effection. To not moved by this ghazal you need a heart of stone.
This is the first hit ghazal of Jagjit Singh sung in Hindi Movie.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Kabhi Aisa bhi ho

Haan socha tha maine, kya kabhi aisa bhi hoga
Ki main sochun aur tumhe khabar ho jaye.


Haan socha tha maine, kya kabhi aisa bhi hoga
Ki main tumhe chahun aur tumhari chahat mujhe mil jaye

Socha to tha, jab haqeeqat ke aaine mein nazar aaya to dil ka bhram toot gaya
Haan socha to tha, par kya jo sochun woh mil jaye, yeh zaruri to nahin

Bus is dil ko samjhana thoda mushkil hain
Par haan aaj bhi kehna yahi chahungi, ki humein aapse mohabbat hain, beintaha aur suchhi mohabbat.

Jo na to jhudlai ja sakti hain aur na hi khatm.
Yeh to aisa ehsaas hain jo na jiye jaye aur na hi mara jaye.
Yahi hain hamara Tassavur aur hamari chahat ka asliyat.......

Monday, March 22, 2010

Zameer hamara Aaina hain

Kyun jo pyar karte hain apne zameer se lad nahin pate
Kyun woh humse naraaz ho gaya ho
Usko manane ke dus bahane banate hain hum
Dekho ek suraj jo sari duniya ko apni roshni se ujagar karta hain
agar us mein bhi guroor aa jaye to kya woh kisi ko roshni de payega

Kyun nahin soch pate hum bhi aisa
Kyun nahin apne ko bhulakar sirf apne pyar ko de pate
Kyun har baar hamari apni zarurat ya matlab aage aa jata hain
Gar suraj na hota to chand bhi na hota
To kya kadr reh jati is duniya mein Din aur Raat ki

Din ki apni zarurat hain, lekin Raat ko hona bhi zaruri hain
Waise hi kya hum apne aap ko bhulakar apne pyar ke nahin ho sakte
Kyun sochte hain , ki woh bhi pehal kar sakti/sakta tha na
Kyun?????
Socho socho, aur phir batao. Hum sab is Kyun ka jawab jaante hain
Iska Jawab apne Mann se poocho aur phir jaan paoge kyun Kehte hain
divine to peace is to give, to render without expecting any return out of it from it
the happiness of giving something is far far different than the Guilt of losing someone

Ek insaan jo is duniya mein aaya
Yeh soch kar to nahin aaya tha na Ki uska koi hoga ya nahin
Phir bhi hum umeed karte hain, ki hamara apna koi ho
Jiske saath hum har baat kar sake
Apne dukh mein uske saath apna dukh baant sake
Khushi mein chahe humein koi mile ya nahin
Kyun hum umeed karte hain kisi saath ki jab hum dukhi hote hain
Main jaanti hun kehna asaan hain lekin is suchhai ko maanna aur iske saath jeena utna hi Mushkil

Main to samajh gai is asliyat ko shayad aur bhi samajh paun jab Kuch waqt akele bita paun
Socho, kya hum kuch lekar aaye the , jo khone ka humein darr hain
Jisne humein banaya, wohi hamara sucha saathi hain
socho , har waqt woh tumhara saaya hain.

Kabhi apne Zameer se jhooth nahin bol paoge
Kyunki hamara Zameer hum nahin, woh hain jiski wajah se hum aaj yahan hain
Apna Zameer apna Aaina Hota hain
Jaise Aaina apna Aks dikhata hain
aise hi Hamara Zameer humein apni asli surat se rub-a-roo karwata hain

Raat aur Din ka Fark

Chamakti dhoop tera Intzar kaise kar paungi main?
Jabki main Jaanti hun ki roshni se mera koi nata nahin


Tumhare is dhoke ko kaise seh paungi main
Jabki main Jaanti hun tum to kabhi suchhe the hi nahin


Abhi to din ka ujala guzarne ko hain
Aur mere Armaan abhi se mera saath chodne ko hain


Us par yeh ehsaas ki mera to kabhi koi tha hi nahin
Raat ke gehre andhere mein apne ko kaise samjha paungi main?


Is baat par gaur kar dil mera bechain hain
Ki jahan koi na ho wahan maine kisko apna paya


Jab koi mera tha hi nahin, to kyun main Darti hun kisiko Khone ka soch
Haan, such to hain, yahan koi Kisi ka nahin


Jab zarurat ho to sab aa jate hain
Par shayad Musibat par aapka Haath tham aapka Saya banne wale bus kuch chand chehre


Jo Din ke ujale mein to Kho jaate hain
Lekin Raat ke andhere mein phir se aa jate hain Humsafar Banne ko

Love that is still Young and Charismatic

Aaj humein ek saath kareeb 14 yrs ho gaye
Par kabhi socho to jaise kal ki hi baat hi lagti hain

In 14 saalon mein ek baar bhi aisa nahin ehsaas hua ki jaise pyar purana ho gaya hain
Tum aaj bhi utne hi haseen ho aur utne hi khoobsurat
Tumhari ek jhalak dekhne ke liye aaj bhi mera man utna hi utsuk rehta hain
ghar aane par yahi umeed hoti hain ki pehle meri nazrein tumhe dekhen aur baad mein kisi aur ko
subah ka suraj pehle tumhare chehre se hokar mujh tak aaye
Jisse ki main sabse pehle tumhe dekhun aur baad mein is duniya ko

Har pal tumhara saath har lamha tumhara pyar
Yeh Kabhi ehsaas hi nahin hua ki, aur koi kabhi tha hi nahin hamare paas
Aur aaj bhi jab, un lamho ko yaad karti hun to lagta hain jaise kal ki hi baat hain
Shayad yahi hain Pyar ka ehsaas aur iski suchi ehmiyat
Aaj bhi jab tumhe chooti hun to aisa lagta hain jaise woh pehla ehsaas woh pehli sharam

Pyar ka ehsaas hi aisa zinda hain jo humein ek doosre se itna kareeb rakhta hain
Mujhe tumhara aur tumhe mera intezaar
Dekhi hain tumhari ankhon mein woh chamak jo mujhe dekhte hi aa jaati hain
Aise hi yeh pyar hamesha Jawaan rahe aur barkraar rahe
Chahe kuch bhi ho , yeh rishta utna hi anmol rahe jitna aaj se 14 saal pehle tha

Yaad hain woh pehli mulakaat jab maine tumhe pehli baar dekha tha
Aur tum baar baar mud kar mujhe dekh rahe the
Mano jaise keh rahe ho ki aao mujhe hamesha ke liye apna banalo
Shayad woh ek pal kafi tha hum dono ke liye
Is pyar ki Ehmiyat aur iski asli Keemat jaane ke liye

Aur kya kahun, kehne ko to itna hain ki shayad sari umar hi kum pad jaye
Sirf tumhara pyar hi mujhe is Kabil bana paya hain
Bus itna hi kahungi, ki hamesha mere saath rehna aur hamare is Anmol pyar ke rishte ko
Hamesha Hamesha Jawaan rakhna aur is mein kabhi apne aham ko aane mat dena

Jaante ho na, jahan Aham ho wahan pyar nahin reh sakta aur jahan Pyar ho wahan Aham ke liye koi jagah nahin
Pyar to dena hain na, wohi to hum karte aaye hain en 14 saalon mein
Maine tumhe aur tumne mujhe, sirf aur sirf pyar hi to diya hain
Yahi ek wajah hain, jo ki hum dono ko ek doosre ke itne kareeb rakhe hue hain
Jahan kisi bhi galat fehmi ke liye koi jagah nahin
Koi jitna chahe koshish karle, hum dono ko alag nahin kar sakta

Kaash aisa insaan mil pana utna hi asaan hota
Par kehte hain na, achhi kismat mil pana utna hi mushkil hain jitna ki kisi ko Maut ke muhh se bachake la pana
Par jahan Chaah hoti hain wahin raah bhi hoti hain

Shayad isi liye mujhe tum mil gaye aur zindagi ki sari kami puri ho gai
Ab koi chah nahin , koi mile ya na mile , koi apna ban sake ya na
Bus tum yunhi ek Sache saye ki tarah hamesha mere saath rehna
Main bhi tumse aaj ek wada karti hun, chahe kuch ho jaye
Is suchai ko main aaj swikarti hun, haan main bus tumhari hun, sirf tumhari!!!!!!!!